I really don't feel worthy to be forgiven of *anything.* But today, I have to at least accept the fact that I'm in very bad psychological shape, and I didn't take the car to the mechanic, and I ordered pizza for our lunch instead of going to get groceries, and I have provided zero activities for my son and let him mess around on the computer all day.

Yeah, maybe acceptance will have to be good enough. I can't manage forgiveness.