I will forgive myself for that one time when I was 19 and admitted to a guy I liked new Metallica and he instantly rejected me. It's silly, but whenever I hear a new or old Metallica song, I feel a tinge of embarrassment from that moment. SO WHAT?! He would have been a douche bag anyway.
I really don't feel worthy to be forgiven of *anything.* But today, I have to at least accept the fact that I'm in very bad psychological shape, and I didn't take the car to the mechanic, and I ordered pizza for our lunch instead of going to get groceries, and I have provided zero activities for my son and let him mess around on the computer all day.
Yeah, maybe acceptance will have to be good enough. I can't manage forgiveness.
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What will you forgive yourself for today?
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Yeah, maybe acceptance will have to be good enough. I can't manage forgiveness.