Brain? Helloooooo, brain? *taptaptap* Yoohoo?

[slipjig3]

I couldn't tell you which is worse: having not enough to post about, or too much. Today, it's too much. Cool visit from zarhooie/cool times at jenphalian and lbitw's place/general coolness with rafaela's brother/fun with police roadblocks/absolutely no sleep at all/rafaela's recent medical diagnoses/solving the clothing-on-the-floor problem/much pondering the whys and wherefores of life, sex, self, magic, past, present, future.... Gahh. Most of these would take paragraph after paragraph to tell, and half of them would require more sorting out in my head than I'm willing to do just now. But by the end of all this, I'm realizing that my head is a very crowded place right now. At one point today I found myself sitting in my car in a parking lot, sobbing on Anna's shoulder, and I had not one foggy idea why. There was nothing bad, nothing hurting me; I just needed a good cry, I guess. (I felt much better after, though. Maybe everybody just needs to cry in the parking lot now and then, if only for psychological and spiritual cleansing.)

*sigh* I want to talk to someone, but my mind has melted down enough that I don't know if I could hold a reasonable conversation. Ah, well. Dinner is a must, regardless, so I think I'll see to that. Let it be said, though, that Anna keeps me sane.

And so do you all. Yes, all of you. I mean you, too. Thank you for that..

Comments

[zarhooie.livejournal.com]

possibly broadcasting area-affect brain melt. Been noticing a lot of that on my friends list this evening.

[slipjig.livejournal.com]

Not you, I don't think, but I'll accept a contagion theory.

[merowme.livejournal.com]

It's wonderful to know that there's a man out there who can just cry when he needs it.

[icarusfallen8.livejournal.com]

That would be a great skill to have. I've only cried once since 1987.

[slipjig.livejournal.com]

For a long while, I couldn't. When I was going through my last breakup, the only times I cried were when I was listening to Linda Thompson singing "No Telling" in the car.

[icarusfallen8.livejournal.com]

Hope you feel better.

[slipjig.livejournal.com]

I already do. Thank you, friend.