Okay, the world can stop doing that now
Mar. 4th, 2008 05:50 pmThose of you who've been reading this journal for quite a while may remember that I sometimes get hit by dizzy spells of varying magnitude/unpleasantness. Most of these are fairly transitory, more lightheadedness than actual dizziness, and are almost certainly linked to stress; they used to be fairly common until I started taking Wellbutrin, which all but eliminated them. But there's another type that I deal with very sporadically (by which I mean months or years between episodes, usually) that are another matter altogether. When these hit, I can't stand straight, I can't see straight, my stomach ties itself into half-hitches, and I basically feel on the verge of passing out cold for a few hours. You know how you feel just when you're in the process of fainting? Stretch that over ninety minutes or so. The only thing that I can do then is to lie flat on my back, shut my eyes and refrain from moving.
At one this afternoon, shortly before I was supposed to be at work, one of those hit me like a frying pan. It had been a long time, and I'd forgotten how nasty it can be; the worst part is when you feel it coming on, and you can't tell if you're going to lose consciousness or just wish you would. The worst part was that I was in the bathroom getting ready for my shower, which isn't the circumstances I'd want to have in place if I did happen to drop. I thank the proverbial lucky stars that the bathroom and bedroom are so close to each other.
I called work and finagled myself some time to get myself together, then fell asleep for a few hours. I'm semi-functional now, but the world still insists on moving and rocking like a catamaran on the high seas. I think I'm going to try heading out and finishing off my shift for the day, but something tells me I'll only be experiencing it subliminally.
At one this afternoon, shortly before I was supposed to be at work, one of those hit me like a frying pan. It had been a long time, and I'd forgotten how nasty it can be; the worst part is when you feel it coming on, and you can't tell if you're going to lose consciousness or just wish you would. The worst part was that I was in the bathroom getting ready for my shower, which isn't the circumstances I'd want to have in place if I did happen to drop. I thank the proverbial lucky stars that the bathroom and bedroom are so close to each other.
I called work and finagled myself some time to get myself together, then fell asleep for a few hours. I'm semi-functional now, but the world still insists on moving and rocking like a catamaran on the high seas. I think I'm going to try heading out and finishing off my shift for the day, but something tells me I'll only be experiencing it subliminally.
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Date: 2008-03-05 12:25 am (UTC)*hugs*, and glad you are feeling better enough to try to work, though I wish you could rest a bit more...
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Date: 2008-03-05 06:27 pm (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2008-03-05 12:35 am (UTC)They've never figured out what causes mine. What do they say about yours?
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Date: 2008-03-05 06:30 pm (UTC)Um, well, there's sort of a general shoulder-shrug from the doctors on this one. Like I said, the usual ones are more than likely stress-induced, but the big ones are infrequent enough that they're hard to get a lock on. MRI, Holter monitor and ultrasound all come up spiffy, though, so... *shrug*
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Date: 2008-03-05 01:36 am (UTC)Seriously, have you been checked out for migraines and things related?
If you have nausea, noise of *any* kind= pain, and light makes you scream like an exposed Mogwi, plus you have what you perceive to be a swelling itching brain, it could very possibly be a migraine.
I just recently had the light symptom recently and I was not amused.
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Date: 2008-03-05 06:30 pm (UTC)None of the traditional migraine symptoms, actually, so diagnosis is still way up in the air.
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